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I feel the beat of my excited heart
My mind goes racing to places in a dream
But deep inside I still fear
That what is today
Will be taken tomorrow
I'll be left in the cold
Hurt and painfully broken
Trying to climb my way back
To the way it once was
It's a game that is played
With my heart and my tears
Given to tease and then taken away
After it's gone
I fight back the tears
Wondering if it's the last
And for how many years?
When will I feel again
That race in my heart
Knowing someone is thinking of me
And they have from the start
It doesn't come often
And I hate when it leaves
Is this really the life meant for me?
I try to find comfort
In only His arms
But I feel like a failure
'Cause I feel incomplete
And I so still desire
To fill this void inside my heart
I don't know what's in store
And afraid to find out
The tears will fall
Time will pass by
And I'll try not to think
That this is my life
Uncertain of the future
Alone will I be
I wish I had the answers
For the questions inside me